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Passions - art, thought, feeling, sound, vision, poetry, love, pain, sorrow, fear, alchemy, philosophy, literature, hope, theosophy


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Sunday, November 01, 2009

the hokey pokey!

forget time. tuh tuh tuh time. NOW! now! remember now. think: N-o-W. NOW. now.

pray.

heartsongs. heartstrings. who pulls them? what song do you sing?

love love love love


Thursday, October 29, 2009

she shaves her eyebrows and paints them high on her forehead.
she carries the kindling in to the house.
she speaks few words.
her hands are always busy.
she hasn't a phone.
smoke, flowers, light.
there is a constant flow. you can feel it.
she is learned of proper sound and MAKES USE OF IT.
she breathes free and easy.
repetition. repetition. for repetition's sake.

deference.

deference.

deference.

deference.


Friday, October 23, 2009

Currently
White Chalk
By PJ Harvey
The Devil
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insanely expecting



let's not be this:

because all of my being is now in pining

move move move move go go go go go go do anything, so as not to stagnate. REALLY.

this is not proving. this is showing. display. this splayed, that splayed.

years ago i could not begin to understand.....and now i feel it all. on on on on....

feel. believe. know.

come! come! come here at once! on a night with no moon.


Saturday, October 10, 2009

Currently
Fever Ray
By Fever Ray
Triangle Walks
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vomit dress



always. always. you can only stop you. it's you that disconnects the circle. you stand there. just you. you have all the power.

life is to try. because of hope. because of faith. LOVE. spend TIME traveling the circle. let it all get buried, but KNOW it can be uncovered. stop, stand still, but BREATHE continuance and the possibility of it. forget and deny and scream and yell and moan and weep, but FEEL it bubbling under. be glad for time. it is your opportunity for beauty. another may never see and feel my vision, but i am utterly dedicated to continuing to draw it out......

http://library.duke.edu/exhibits/williams/index.html

please know it can be nothing else but ALL ALL RIGHT. you always have you. there is no such thing as alone.

the purpose of the feeling of shame is to inspire CHANGE. absolutely nothing more. show your shame to those who love you.....

can i come over
i need to rest
lay down for a while
disconnect
the night was so long
the day even longer
lay down for a while
recollect


Friday, October 09, 2009

Currently
Mozart: The Ten Celebrated String Quartets
No. 22 in B Flat
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harpsichord



ah, autumn is nigh. i wish you could be with me for an afternoon drive. fresh air. orange, yellowy, gloriousness.

http://www.everythingfromheretothere.com/

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http://www.indyweek.com/gyrobase/Content?oid=oid%3A403155

sweet buddy is lounging on my lap whilst purring and undoubtedly on the verge of drooling on me at any second being the lovely, sweet man he is. sweet sweet sweet sweet cat.

love love love love love love loooove.

'light fantastic'. slow spectrum. FAST spectrum. at what speed do YOU vibrate?

i have my health. i feel love. this is happiness.

love love.



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