January 24, 2013
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all you bastards are telling me my intuitions were wrong. i can’t believe it. it doesn’t feel right. it is nothing right.
master hypnotist. beliefs, “truth”, blah blah. i want to know what it was like when we were existing in abstracts still. exaggerated, BIG, ROUND, over, above, GRAND, obtuse!, when WE were number one. WE US YOU and I. ME. my kind. i want to be then. now is so bad. this life is so grief-ridden. running on and on and on with misunderstandings and ms communications and terrible sensory assumptions and taking things as they are and aaaaaah…..
