March 5, 2010

  • i bend you in to enemy.
    i bend in to champion.
    papillon.

    ugly......
    he catches these waves and then BEGS for MORE MORE MORE MORE into LIGHT.
    i lay down, roll over and let them CRASH CRASH CRASH.

    illusion. she says. hesitate.
    let it die
    let go
    let memory happen.
    the boy who always FIGHTS. but not for peace. peace INSIDE.
    all i want.....
    the girl who was so simple it was is and remains ever, always, COMPLICATED-TATED.
    death.

    her determined gait.
    his inability to wait
    in silence.

    push push push push push pussssshhhhh
    light it up.

    clean? respect?

    he says where we are going i can take no thing. not even some of my bones..... or daydreams.
    heartful of hollow.
    there is a reason those words have stuck with me.
    they resonate because they struck some truth. rays of light.
    now or never. sink or swim. need and bleed.