May 4, 2009

  • stay. go. out. there and here.
    but you can’t.
    touch and talk and breathe
    but you can’t.
    not without me.

    i need this program. very specific. let’s make music.

    accepted: 4 rejected: 276.
    juggle juggle juggle juggle
    it’s not enough to let some balls fall-
    you’ve got to throw them up against the wall
    and then check to see they’re dead.
    being dropped is for others
    this could never happen to me.

    i am dealing with the surface of all that feeling
    how fucking sad. you know?
    there is no permanence.
    THERE IS NO PERMANENCE.
    i can’t be one of many.
    selfish, selfish girl.
    no one is as guilty as me.
    and i wouldn’t have it any other way.

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