May 4, 2009
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stay. go. out. there and here.
but you can’t.
touch and talk and breathe
but you can’t.
not without me.i need this program. very specific. let’s make music.
accepted: 4 rejected: 276.
juggle juggle juggle juggle
it’s not enough to let some balls fall-
you’ve got to throw them up against the wall
and then check to see they’re dead.
being dropped is for others
this could never happen to me.i am dealing with the surface of all that feeling
how fucking sad. you know?
there is no permanence.
THERE IS NO PERMANENCE.
i can’t be one of many.
selfish, selfish girl.
no one is as guilty as me.
and i wouldn’t have it any other way.