April 9, 2007
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i never got the chance to document the convulsions. well…they happened. it was as if i’d been shivering violently in my sleep. but then, you know, woke up and it didn’t stop. sick, no?
fuck.
i’m not going to share this time. greediness as king. lust, youth, all of it. i’m looking for something so specific, i can hardly see it when it comes along i am so used to the blur of the rest. jesus christ.
i’m good. possible that i’ll faint the moment i attempt an upright position, but other than that….quite well.
i really can’t help but feel like susanna most days.
